WHAT is wrong with the shit going on in your head?
Can’t you see the look in someone’s eyes?
Can’t you see the look in someone’s eyes?
Don’t you realize how much someone is in love with you?
Don’t you realize how lucky you are that someone loves you so much?
Don’t you see how my face changes when I look at you?
Don’t you know what people might do to get what you have? True love?
Don’t you realize how hard it is to find?
Don’t you get what I can do for you?
Don’t you see how much pain someone is in just because of you?
Why did you have to be so damn good-natured?
Why did you have to be so damn lovable?
Why did you have to be so damn cute?
No, but I guess it’s not your fault, is it?
It’s all my fault. Why did I have to be such a complete head over heels idiot for you? Why did I have to fall in love with you? A stupid girl who believes in such nonsense as palmistry? Why did I have to be such a jerk who would fall for someone who can’t even recognise true love in the eyes of the person who has it for her? Why did I have to love you?
Why did I have to love anyone, for that matter? Why did I have to be the enemy of my own happiness?
I’m going insane. Every moment...every fucking second! Why is it only you that I think of? WHY THE HELL can’t I get you out of my head? What kind of an obsession is this?
I’m going insane. Every moment...every fucking second! Why is it only you that I think of? WHY THE HELL can’t I get you out of my head? What kind of an obsession is this?
What madness is this? Why did this have to be this way? Why did I not fall in love with someone who could love me back? Why did I not fall in love with someone, who would at least be willing to appreciate my love?
Why is it that everytime I hear your name..every fibre of my being vibrates? Why?
Why is it that I can’t bear to even think of a universe where you wouldn’t exist?
Why is it that I cannot even begin to fathom what was the point of my existence before I knew you? Why is it that I do not care about anything or anyone even nearly as much as I do about you?
WHY??
Somebody answer me please..or my head is going to explode!
Shit like this happens in love dude. Dont feel frustrated about it. Take positives out of everysituation. Like here, at least fell proud ki you are experiencing the great magic of love. Dont get mad about it. Everything takes time. Just move ahead and dont blow it up. Its a new feeling for you but you'll get accustomed to it. Don't let it deter your devotion to her. Keep loving and one day im sure she'll love you back. And then.... you won't be blowing your brains out and getting mad :)
ReplyDeleteYou give me hope. And a hell lot of it.
DeleteAnd I hope I do get accustomed to this new feeling. I mean, everything feels so weird! Every emotion so heightened! Every where I just see her. Every thought I have..I have her in perspective. Every thing I do..everything I say..I wonder what her reaction to it would be! I do hope I get used to it...!!